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Why do I shy, when I have to cry? Why do I fear; when people are near? Why am I trembling; when I see the one I love? Why is there no respites; only tears I have longed for happiness for a while; I have learned to steal smiles at times The darkness has been profound; But my heart always got some respite When he went out; in a few hours I lived my life Then came the pandemic; which tore me apart Virus or beating my fate was written in dark I cried and shouted all in vain His frustrations were all to blame. Don’t get me wrong he loved me too, When he kissed my eyes he bruised. Now I am not sure will I survive? But, I know for sure I don’t want to live this life. With the lockdown, we all might be happy to be safe at our respective homes but for some, it is the nightmare each day. The cases of domestic violence have risen since the lockdown and abuses against children are on the rise too. The dilemma for...

GIVE TIME..... Lost in my thoughts, I grew With reality moving away I relived my past and hurt my wound My mind said….     Just Give time Stuck in a place No future to look I fell deep thinking over My heart said      Just Give time Happy with joy, Finding my place a new I cried with fear of the unknown A friendly smile said     Just Give time Rejected and refused Lost hope too soon Thought of killing the pain My hobby said      Just Give time Beaming with joy A new life in my womb Suddenly the heartbeats stopped The support group said      Just Give time Surrounded by perfection Living up to society scales Just got sacked Familiar faces said    Just give time Lost all money Lost all hope A beaming child at the traffic light said    Just Give time Laws changed and my heart elated Happily held my loved...